Dangit. Missed my last train…. I feel like my brain’s reverting to that of a teen…..

Oh well, since I’ve got a couple of extra hours with my tablet I guess I’ll stream for a bit in 20min or so (bc I like round numbers)

I’ve been too excited lately. =_=

That lead to me sleeping 2 hours max per day for over a month now, some nights went without sleep at all… I’m starting to feel very emotionally unstable, like, I think any small random thing could set me off any second now. That would be okay if I could just get angry/explode and whatnot, but somehow I have this thing that whenever I start feeling anger I get sad that I got angry and start wallowing and trying to isolate the “mistake” of an emotion… don’t know why.

ahaha! Right before posting this I got a call and “exploded” (not bc i got a call but bc of the things i had to listen to, just to be clear). Ok. ….now that that’s out of the way i can skim through the dash, cry into the night, and reset tomorrow

*sigh* sleep is so fucking important. I miss it.

justvritart:

AAAraaargh this part…this part of the manga is so so perfect,  get to know more of this quiet guy, his fears and most dark feelings but then to see him waking up from all the resentment and deciding to be him, is just the perfect character development… I really love that part 

I’m supposed to take care of my hand but after the amazing episode yesterday I needed to draw somethingÂ