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found a free software (synfig studio)

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Pretty much addicted to the webtoon app right now.

(It took only one day. Always knew i was susceptible to addictions.. but this is ridiculous.)

For now, following just 3: ”Let’s Play”, “My Giant Nerd Boyfriend”, and “That Awkward Magic!!” The 1st one is tagged as romance, but deals a lot with psychological issues like anxiety, depression, etc (and portrays them quite well). The 3rd one positively surprised me; the art style isn’t my cup of tea, but the storytelling, dynamic, and dialogues are just so good that I can’t put it down T_T…

Well, rant over. As you were.

So, last year, I was trying to collab with someone. Their idea was to get our butts in gear and to finally take things seriously. We were supposed to exchange lineart and do each other’s colouring… I did my part.

Now, the question is, should I also finish it.

These are from an old sketchbook (I find them everywhere since I’ve always been leaving them everywhere…). And maybe it’s hard to believe but between the attempts not even a day went by. It’s not that I magically got better for a brief moment… it’s more that I used to force my ideas to work (anatomy be damned), even when there was no way in hell they’d do. I’d end up frustrated with myself and everything around me, just because I didn’t want to waste time and pages for a fresh start.

So, here’s a reminder to myself:

When an idea just doesn’t work – scratch it, concentrate on the feel you want the (blank) page to give off, attempt again. You’re not failing, just experimenting.

Yesterday evening, came home – no electricity. Checked the tablett, it said the battery mode came on at 18:43.

WHO.THE.FfHECK.

Didn’t sleep a wink, sat in the dark and quiet of the night like an idiot. Don’t get me wrong, I love doing that while drifting in thoughts but only when it’s on my terms (and when I know I can switch the lights on any second)

Came to work on the first train just to charge my phone.

All official places are closed (cuz bloody switzerland), so I’ll have to wait till monday (and then probably some more).

The only day I have to do my laundry. Frick.

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OK! Just decided to go expand my wardrobe tomorrow. Yay.